Guess Who

doesn't that remind you of that eminem song...guess who's back...back again...shady's back...tell a friend... lol. that song was popular back in i think late middle school. the good old days...*sigh, anywayz, that was totally random. i just thought that i'd break the sarah updating mode that we're in and talk about...dumm dum dum dum...SCHOOL!!! as in, it sux and it's a buncha hooey! so if you're not in the mood, please do not continue to read on.

So right now, i'm in physics, teacher talking about how light passes through glass and other sorts of material and i really don't a give a sh*t. that's pretty much how school has been lately. i never thought that i'd get junioritis but it has set in and there' still a month to go filled with finals and ap testing. spring has never looked prettier and school has never been gloomier. my feelings about education is pretty much in the dumps. no motivation, no desire, no drive, absolutely nada. have never felt so much nothing in my life. although i don't care about school and hmwk and all that other fun stuff, it's the only thing i'm doing. is that fricking sad or what? it's like the asianess inbedded in me that won't let me not do it. damn you asianess. thank god for summer. no school, no projects, happiness:) only one more month and then freedom.

then there's gonna be the whole college situation for senior year. i dunno if i even want to go to college. of course, what i want and what i will do have absolutely no effect on each other. so i'm thinking if i'm going to go to college, i just wanna have a fun. lets just consider the academy as college. it's supposed to be preparing us for it...maybe it won't be as hard (crosses fingers). that'd be awesome! i want to think of college as a very long vacation. although doubtful my dreams will come true on that matter, i can still wish. now it's all a matter of finding what i want to do for the rest of my life. i know i'm not a genius and worldwide achievement isn't in the works for me. so where does that leave me? so many possibilities.


They will make horrid cheerleaders. Though I'd like to see Evan in a little skirt. -Mandy