Back in the swing of things...

I'm happy to say that I am feeling a lot better now. :) I was outside in the rain (my favorite atmosphere, btw) and it suddenly hit me that I have basically wasted all of the opportunities that have come by me since September. A few days ago, I just felt like I was living the nightmare of middle school again, and when I thought that, I almost had no hope of getting out of my state anytime soon. But now I'm restored to my completely-professional, less-sensitive, workaholic condition. Can I just say THANK GOD???

This is for Jane: I was talking with the Asian girl who likes Ayu, and suddenly she says, "I absolutely love your hair! Is it natural?"

Ha. Ha. Ha. Thought you'd love it.

I've done a bunch of crapping social things this week, and you know what? I'm happier, especially getting out of my "circle." I miss being bolder. I miss talking to Jane. I miss a lot of stuff. Oh, well. What else do you expect from me??

"Can I hit him with an obvious stick now? PLEASE??!!!"